Currently Listening Vs. By Pearl Jam Daughter see related

Well, I am still sleeping horribly. It seems that I am just not tired when it comes time for bed...or when Paisley naps either...I'm just not tired in general. Same with food, nothing appeals to me, and if it does when I get it, it doesn't. I am NOT pg...trust me on that one...so I am wondering if I am psyching myself out about it? I don't know. I get up, usually feeling a bit tired but nothing like I should...and I go about doing things and then hours later I realize that I haven't eaten. Oh, I've thought about eating, but nothing is appealling anf there are other things that need doing, so I do them, thinking I will be hungry soon. Umm, no. Too bad so sad.

So yeah, that is me lately, tired, hungry and unable to sleep or eat. I'm also cranky...but then I've been spotting off and on for a few weeks, thinking that my period is coming, but it never does. Still only had 2 cycles pp, so it's not like it's a big shock. Still, this constant crankiness is wearing on me.

Paul is on vacation this week and I hope it goes well. I have been fed up with him lately too, and I know part of it is because he has been so busy and not home, but when he is home, he just gets on my nerves. Am I crazy?? But I need the help with Paisley. Problem is, he STILL won't take the inititive, even though I have asked and he has said he will repeatedly. I know he is a man, but if his boss asked him to do it he would right?? So why so hard for him to entertain Paisley when I am cooking, or doing anything in general??

Video games. Ugh. That's it. I know this is the first opportunity he has had to play in a while, but Paisley and I are here too, and we need him more than the PS2 does yk?

Well, on that happy note I am going to leave it. Thanks for letting me vent. Ugh.